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Fear of Perdition

by Nick Nash

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    Four-panel digipak CD of six track EP "Fear of Perdition". Comes with "Nick Nash Loves Me" sticker!

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1.
You had it in your head what you wanted me to be Knowin’ full well I was none of those things You said you were in love but you could never marry a man like me You said it was your dad and Jesus Christ who told you it was that way Honey you were right, right about me I ain’t ever gonna be, the things that you want me to be And honey I tried, and failed It’s a damn good thing I did anyhow Cause Honey you were wrong, wrong about me I made something of those shambles I used to be And I found somethin’ inside of me Someone who sees in me All the things I’m thankful you could never see I went from sinner to saint and then you wouldn’t let me in You said that you were afraid you’d never see the devil again You said it was about you and not about what I believe I think you loved the idea but don’t think you loved me Honey you were right, right about me I ain’t ever gonna be, the things that you want me to be And honey I tried, and failed It’s a damn good thing I did anyhow Cause Honey you were wrong, wrong about me I am happy how I am; don’t miss how I used to be And I found somethin’ inside of me And someone who sees in me All the things I’m thankful you could never see All the things I’m thankful you could never see Honey you were right but wrong about me Honey you were right but wrong about me
2.
As sure as a preacher says hell holds the damned, holds the damned I’m gonna make, I’m gonna make a mistake again Fallin’ from grace can be slow but it ain’t soft The fear of perdition is what’s keepin’ me hangin’ on And I was taught that there’s love, duty, and fear And I want love, but the fear of perdition is keepin’ me here And when the devil calls me back with open hands Into that darkness where I have been I won’t go back, and that’s a fact, I won’t go back I won’t go back, but I don’t think I’m a saint for that I’m just a man, imperfect man I’m doing the best, best I can As sure as the bible don’t say that hell holds the damned I’m gonna make, I’m gonna make a mistake again And when the devil calls me back with open hands Into that darkness where I have been Into that confusion that left me without a path Into that fog that left me askin’ when, why, and how I won’t go back, and that’s a fact, I won’t go back I won’t go back but I don’t think I’m a saint for that I’m just a man, imperfect man I’m doing the best, best I can As sure as the bible don’t say that hell holds the damned I’m gonna make, I’m gonna make a mistake again And fallin’ from grace can be slow but it ain’t soft The fear of perdition is what’s keepin’ me hangin’ on And I was taught that there is love, duty, and fear And I want love, but the fear of perdition is keepin’ me here
3.
When I broke like a dam holdin’ water from spring Comin’ down from those mountains every May Everyone left me for higher ground But you waited for those waters to go down If I ever get lost, honey wait for me In my head or in the wilderness, wherever it may be I’ll come back, I’ll come back, I’ll come back, honey wait and see I’ll come back, I’ll come back, I’ll be there like you were for me When I got lost in the darkest of caves, everyone turned their lights off and left me for dead When I woke up in the worst of ways, I looked up and I saw, one light waiting for me When I got trapped in the halls of my head, you showed me doors, I thought were walls all of these years When I felt the heat leave from my hands, I lay waitin’ to pass until, until you found me there. If I ever get lost, honey wait for me In my head or in the wilderness, wherever it may be I’ll come back, I’ll come back, I’ll come back, honey wait and see I’ll come back, I’ll come back, I’ll be there like you were for me Since I had you, I haven’t needed a thing Even when its all burnin’, breakin’, fallin’ down When I’ve got no one and I’ve got no where to turn No matter what I think, you keep me here, you keep me here If I ever get lost, honey wait for me In my head or in the wilderness, wherever it may be I’ll come back, I’ll come back, I’ll come back, honey wait and see I’ll come back, I’ll come back, I’ll come back honey wait for me
4.
Tryin’ to find out where we stand But it’s hard when I don’t know where I’ve been Fallin’ asleep then I’m waking up again, oh Lord Tryin’ to find out where we stand When we were young, we had it in our hands In our power to put it out of our heads But now time is runnin’ out And honey soon, it’ll all be gone Honey soon, it’ll all be gone Lets love, while we can Focus on my eyes not on the past We’ve spent far too long lookin’ back Spent far to long trying to change the past We can let it all go, let it all go to hell Or move on slow, honey make it right from here Tryin’ to find out where we stand It’s hard as hell when I just don’t understand Honey where you’ve been, darling how you feel All I know, is we need to make amends Honey soon, it’ll all be gone Honey soon, it’ll all be gone Lets love, while we can Focus on my eyes not on the past Lets love, while we can I know there’s fear, just take my hand Lets love, while we can Focus on my eyes not on the past Lets love, while we can I know there’s fear, just take my hand We’ve spent far too long lookin’ back Spent far to long trying to change the past
5.
Fear of Me 03:26
All my life, I’ve been lookin’ for what it is I’m afraid of And I found darkness, I found demons in those dark woods And I found God, I found Satan, all the same I found the night and I found the light of day Layin’ awake in my safe walls, I feel like their caving in With nothing but the thunder my heart makes in my ears And all along, I was looking out I was looking out, I looked to you, I looked to death, I looked to them Lookin’ in the mirror and I see fear I ain’t afraid of nothin’ but what’s standin there And I ain’t afraid of what I am but what I might be And knowin’ it’s a fear of me is gonna calm my heart hopefully Take it all away, everyone, and everything that I have But I’ll still have fear, as long as I’m here A fear of going to my grave with nothin’ but the gold in my teeth A fear of leaving my loves with nothin’ but bad memories A fear of doing the devil’s work, on a righteous call The fear of doing nothin’ but takin’, takin’ from this home Lookin’ in the mirror and I see fear I ain’t afraid of nothin’ but what’s standin’ there And I ain't afraid of what I am but what I might be Knowin’ it’s a fear of me, is gonna calm my heart hopefully And knowin’ it’s a fear of me, is gonna calm my heart hopefully
6.
Take Me Home 03:57
I ain’t much on death so you can keep your crucifix I don’t know what you know, hell I don’t think I ever will Where I’m from, it’s about love not your politics I ain’t ever seen a silver spoon; don’t give a shit what your daddy did Take me back to where I’m from Where I always wanted to get out of And the thing I’m startin’ to see Didn’t know what I had till it was gone from me And give me pines over plains, give me snow over rain Give me a Jesus that I know, not the one you say I never will Give me the ignorant working saints, not the enlightened rich with their fame Take me home, Lord take me home I ain’t got a drop of blue blood, no Ivy League heritage The rings on my hands give me away as a son from the land nobody wanted But I’d take my humble roots over eyes that just can’t see Trust is what I build my love on, not where I get my money Take me back to where I’m from Where I always wanted to get out of I don’t mean to bitch and moan All I know, is I don’t belong And give me pines over plains, give me snow over rain Give me a Jesus that I know, not the one you say I never will Give me those open judges on a hill, not those blessings from your pretty hissin’ lips Take me home, take me home And take me home, take me home

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With his debut EP "Fear of Perdition", Nick Nash weaves profoundly honest lyrics with simple song structures to create relatable melodies which reflect the inner transitions from the darkness of doubt to the clarity of self-redemption. Rout with the rough edges of a mountain high-desert upbringing, with the grit of rural working class blood, founded in a hope of something larger than self, burdened with uncertainty that is exaggerated by imperfection, with yearning for familiarity, and smoothed with distance from mistakes of prior generations, "Fear of Perdition" is as complex as it is simple.

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released January 17, 2017

All Songs Written By Nick Nash (PRO ASCAP)

Produced By Nick Nash and Daniel Young

Recorded at June Audio - Orem, UT // Orchard Studio - NSL, UT

Tracking and Mixing Engineer // Daniel Young

Mastered at Infrasonic Sound - Los Angeles, CA

Mastering Engineer // Pete Lyman

Album Design, Photography // Madison Nash

Album Artwork // Meily Larson

Songs, Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Keys // Nick Nash

Bass, Strings, Mandolin, Vocals // Julian Moss

Electric Guitar, Steel // Dylan Schorer

Vocals, Keys // Madison Nash

Percussion // Brian Thurber

Vocals // Talia Painter

Vocals // Alexis Miller

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Nick Nash Dallas, Texas

Singer-songwriter, Nick Nash, was raised in Utah along the Wasatch Front and has recently moved from Nashville, TN and is now based in Dallas, TX. His new album, Fortress of Gold, highlights Nick's ability to honestly put into song topics which are often the most difficult to express. ... more

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